Parts of me wonder if it’s possible. If we’re ready. (Does anyone really truly ever feel ready? Like, 100%?) If it can go as well as I hope it can. If I can keep my sanity during all that time. And if I talk about it before there’s an It to talk about, am I jinxing something?
I'm scared. Totally nervous. Extremely excited about what could be. Making adjustments in advance.
I’ve been spending a lot of time in the past two months consulting with new doctors. “Assembling my A-Team”, as someone put it. They’ve all been great so far, and everyone agrees the time is right. I even made an appointment with a new endocrinologist this morning, which is kind of a big deal for me, considering I’d sort of sworn them off.
What’s all the hub-bub about? Well, you might be able to guess. I’m not the first to write about this, and I won’t be the last. There is a journey A and I want to pursue. I may not have an announcement yet – but I do have an intention. And a hope.